onto the PROVINCE

i'm really not fond of going to the province because, primarily, i have nothing to do. had i learned how to drive, i wouldn't have a problem there because i can do whatever just driving around town. if i'm at home, i'd rather stay home. i don't have anything to do. the tv only gets channel 2 clearly and the radio only has one clear station. it's not for the restless individual such as i am.

but now, i look at the province experience this sembreak as my break from the world. it's different from the retreat in a sense because i'm separated from the community i really care about, aclc. i think this helps me to view clc much more objectively and clearly. i can look at issues in a clear and unbiased way.

pakiramdam ko ngayon, masyado na akong engrossed sa mga nangyayari na tipong gusto kong balikan ang mahalaga sa pagiging aclcer ko, ang formation. hehe. corny as it may sound, i think aclc is aclc because of the formation that is so rich as it is rooted from shared experiences. there, God is moving me - moving us. i would like to use this time to look at the big picture and see how God is moving us with the things that are happening now.

well, i'm actually trying to convince myself that i will be productive there and not just sleep around and be lazy. hehehe.